why hello May.

ai nako Mayo na...

Nothing much is happening except for the fact that CHECKPOINT IS TOMORROW.

I haven't even touched any as in ANY of my books.. Seriously. Nothing much is happening shall update later:]

things you might not know about me:
1. when i like what I'm eating i eat with my hands and my right leg would be like up like you know how some asian sit?..lol i know very un-lady like!
2.I love cooking
3. I love bodies of water BUT I have a phobia of deep water.
4.I don't know how to cycle: D
5.I'm stubborn?..
6.I'M A FILIPINO(ok maybe you DO know about it but some don't so shut up.)
7.Linger=favorite song.
8.BOXERS=favorite underwear.
9.neon leggings=hate them
10.needy guys=hate them.
11.jerks=...?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!!!!!!!!!!

currently nasa ICT lab kami. wala akong magawaD: alam mo kung ano yung isang bagay na talagang nakakairita?...

mga tao tinatrato ka as if di ka nabuhay. nakakairita no? i swear sometimes dusto ko na lang mamatay dahil naiirita na ako sa mga tao. lumalapit lang sila kung may kailangan sila sakin. pero kung wala parang di ako buhay.

sometimes dusto ko na lang umuwi pero di ko magawagawa kasi...wala akong guts. natatalot ako na baka pag di ako umasta sa dusto nila magagalit sila sakin.

tapos ngayon kumakain ako ng magisa inisip nila may problema ako.
ok meron niya pero..nakakairita lang talaga.

plus "siya"..close na kami ulit. di close na parang mag bestie na pero magkaibigan kami.


mamatay na lang kaya ako?..

what the in the f*****g world is wrong with you.

i swear i hate doing this because it is absolutely tremendously ANNOYING.
why do you hate me so much?huh?why.

just tell me face to face if you...dislike wait that's the wrong word...DETEST me.

girl: You're staring.Again.
boy:You're beautiful.Again.

My darling,
Happy Valentine's Day. Too bad I'm not spending it with you. You always said something great,lovely- and I loved you for that.Two years ago I loved you from far- and two years later I'm still doing the same thing. I want to tell you I love you and that even though I'm against all this Valentine's Day crap I feel like this is the right moment to tell you that I still love you. I don't know when i will stop, I don't know if I'll ever stop. But right now I love you and..and if you find yourself feeling alone please know I will always be here for you.

I hope you're having a ball.

Love you always,
Regine xoxo

why now?.. what are you trying to tell me? I'm sooooooooooooo confused.

Friggin' confused.

hear me out will you?

i apologized to him. he said it's fine and that i wasn't the only one feeling the pain. so now we're friends again but I've no idea how to be friends again with him(with you). I am so scared. So scared. Like a child left in a playground with no friends.

I am scared i don't know if you are. those awkward silences and answers they're my fears. and ofcourse you're my fear. i can't even look at you straight in the eye anymore.. I'm scared of al the "so.." and the "mhmm"
and the "How are you?" and automatically replied with a " I'm ok.you?"

are you scared of them too?

I just hope( that's all i can do nowadays)! Hope that maybe you can help me and come up and talk to me or maybe message me when we're online. Things are going to be so awkward they're no like how they were last time we can't go all ape-shit anymore we can't tease each other 'till we can't even think of things to tease each other with. We can't. and i am(was,always will) just wish we can..just be how we were before things got complicated.please?


regine says:
it'll be utterly awkward
with all the "mhmm.."
"so.."
how's life" "it's ok..yours?"
i cnt go all ape shit with him anymore you retard
**Rona <33>
haha]tht hurts
regine says:
yesyes/
so now see my point?

YAYYYYYYYY.

1 WEEK OF NOOoooOOO school.whoopie:]

My thirteen-year old self would never thought things would change so much, as in drastically within 365 days. I would have thought things would never change but they did. oh how much i hated it when things had to change, i was and still am one of those people who hates change i never liked it unless ofcourse it's for the good..

I know that I have grown quite a lot for the past year. I am more mature i know very little about lots of things yadayadayada..

Compared to last year i think my birthday this year was much better. Because for the first time I celebrated it with the greatest bestfriends i can ever have! Sometimes i wonder why God gives such great things to us and give such terrible ones too:]

At the last hour or so of my birthday, I know that from this moment onwards things will change. After all the change that's been happening it's just so comforting to know that not all things,will change.

365 days. Bring it on:]

so first post of the year.yay!!

so 2009 quite a lot has happened, well not a lot a lot but it seemed a lot. well first of all my Grandma(dad's side) got sick so we had to go back to Philippines on the 25th so we kinda spent half our christmas day in the plane across the ocean and on the way to the airport. then we spent our new year in the hospital. which was not that bad i mean granny's getting better already and stuff:]
then TODAY my heel got ran by a motorcycle well it's actually a tricycle it's a mode of transpo over here. long story short I was being myself and ta-daaaa! i get ran by a moving object:]

New Year's Resolution:
1. I'm gonna be as quiet as a mouse this year
2. Try not to get hit by any fast/slow moving objects esp. MOTORCYCLES
3. try and remember no.2
4. buy some new books instead of clothes.

basically that's it wanted to put "try to lose weight" but yeah who am i kidding right?:]