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ok i don't have much to say.. b ut just check this out:

www.xanga.com/iuberlovemyself_kismet

i wrote something not exactly a poem. but yeah..

cheater.

i feel like im cheating "xanga" i don't feel like blogging there today..idk why.. well ok a few weeks ago i made this REALLY emotional post in my xanga blog. so for my english journal i decided to print out a copy of it and stuck it onto my journal book. so today when my english teacher gave back or books he asked me who the person was.. and obviously i wouldn't tell who he is right! but then he guessed and i kinda "overreacted".lol. i walked out wen to the toilet and was screaming!!HAHA i know so like me.

wow.

this is like a first.. i never blog constantly..this is the first:] i'm proud of myself.yay. today wasn't actually a great day.. well i have no idea what is a "great" day anymore right?hmm anyways i'm not in the mood at all to blog but i just can't help it! it's like once im bored the first things that pops into my mind now is blogging.i know very freaky!

situation:

you haven't talked to this person for a very long time..and now suddenly you see them like really see their face but from far should you:

a)immediately look away and try to shrug the whole situation off
b)just shrug it off on the spot
c)stare.
d)immediately look away..but end up writting about it in your blog

so which one?

chaox3

some things i bet you didn't know about me:
1. my all time favorite books are, "The Time Traveler's Wife" by: Audrey Niffenegger,"Letters for Emily" by:Camron Wright, Nicholas Sparks books(i know i'm a die hard romantic ok?) and Dorothy Koomson books.
2. i hate cleaning my room.

break?

i seriously need a break.. today i woke up and i seriously couldn't talk AT ALL so mom said i probably shouldn't go to school for today which made me feel VERY happy 'cause the last thing i would really wanna do is go to school. i don't really have anything to say so yeah..

choax3

some things i bet you didn't know about me:
1. i have no favorite movies
2. i love to cook

emergency.

i don't like this. my sister made me talk to him in msn.. and well i wasn't the one who was "talking" to him it was actually my sis. i don't wanna go into details about the hows of the convo but one thing i wanna tell you it was A-W-K-W-A-R-D=/..and now i'm like uber scared to go to school knowing he's gonna be there too. god i feel stupid.. i mean he's the only i mean ONLY person in this world who can make my mouth glues and make my brain go all shitty and crap and not be able to think PROPERLY.god i really need to stop this. I HAVE TO.

chaox3

tangled up.

this is..weird. i don't know what to blog about and i don't even know why i'm blogging..
yesterday i went to k.l. with my family went shopping and all that and i found this extremely CUTE shirt that says "Barney fan Club" at the front then at the back it says "Closet fan".HAHAHAH.

ok i don't know if it's right or not but i mean is it wrong to not talk to someone for over a month? i mean there's a REASON alright. a very reasonable reason.it has only been 3 months and i don't know it's just so hard and i'm trying so hard. it''s like there's some days like everything is going so well then the next day i would feel like crap again=/
i just hope "she" doesn't come into our class. you know due to *ahem* i just reallllllly hate this.

During sunday school our relief teacher didn't exactly taught us anything about catechism he taught us what to expect once we leave this "stage" f our lives. he said that we're all in the middle and unsure of how things should be or how they work.. he also said that one should never bottle up feelings especially anger and love. and i just thought of MY situation it's like im the one who has to stay up at night thinking about everything while he doesn't.. things can be just so unfair at times don't you think so?

ok so i've decided not to quit my xanga blog so now i'm using two blogs: D YEAH! i mean i feel like 2 faced person but i can't help it i'm just so emotionally attached to my xanga.. i'm not saying you my new one's not good enough i'm just saying it has a sentimental value and so do you:] so please feel free to read both my blogs 'coz i'll be updating VERY regularly!!

some things i bet you didn't know about me:
1. i'd rather wear boxers than undies(i mean you know normal girl undies)
2.my favorite song is "Linger" by the Cranberries
3.i like bargain hunting:]

*all my "some things i be t you didn't know about me" would be the same with my other blog(www.xanga.com/iuberlovemyself_kismet)

chaox3

oh no!

argh ok. this is such a taboo thing to write my second post and EXTREMELY pissed like xjqdnxjwencxjdncjdbecxuh3uehdf.so annoying.

you know what's so annoying those "friends" who you help with "something" and then if this "something" doesn't work out,wrong etc. they get like pissed at YOU.so annoying right?
and then people accusing you of collecting lesbo articles for fun(no offense or anyone) i mean they make it sound like i have NO life.so anooooooyinggggggggggg=/
and then "someone" says" oh Regine is ALWAYS angry" life wth much?euuuughhh
then now i have to do a 9page science project=/

chaox3



dearest heart,

how've you been? it's been 3 months now since you know.. i'm ok, i'm hanging in there.. somedays are just simply awful some are actually great too you know? i hope you're doing well hang in there ok? it won't take that long.i promise.


love,
reginex3

new beggining

yes finally a new begging for moi:]

welcome to my NEW blog site. from now on i shall start blogging in this site since it's well new..

i shall start beautifying my site:]



chaox3